There is the moment where the obvious becomes very obvious.
Often, we fail to avert our minds to such moment until it stares us in the face like the reality we cannot forsake. And when it becomes that, then we pause to think, "hmm... am i beside myself?" "or am i not?"
That moment is very delicate.
It is delicate because the decisions we take from then on can shape us. While it is hard not to consider that there are repercussions to every action, it is even harder to try. But maybe at that point, it is easier just to forget about it.
But if it is truly, or truly not. I cannot tell.
I cannot because I do not have the audacity of such moment! The audacity to decide if truly I am ready!